Thursday, March 29, 2012

A Small Tender Mercy

This morning I woke up with no energy. I took a shower and dressed hoping that I would feel better afterwards. But I did not, in fact I felt so heavy with exhaustion, I felt like I was moving in slow motion. My kitchen desperately needed cleaning, and the girls and I had planned a picnic at the park for the day, but I just didn't see how I could do even a simple task. I was feeling helpless and hopeless. But then I took a moment and knelt beside my bed and poured out my heart to my Heavenly Father. It was only a brief moment, that was all I had time for with three unsupervised children in the other room. But I asked for strength to not just get through my day but to enjoy the day with my children. There have been many, many days where I have prayed for the strength to get through the day, but something was different today. Almost as soon as I stood on my feet I felt the heaviness lift from me. I went to my kitchen and cleaned it up and then made some delicious homemade bread. The girls and I enjoyed a fun afternoon at the park, and I just felt strong and energetic. I am so grateful that I was able to enjoy the day with my sweet daughters, that I could help them cross the monkey bars and scoot down the slides with them; that I could not only hear them laugh but enjoy their laughter. I am grateful that my Father in Heaven answered my prayer this morning.

1 comment:

Jennifer said...

Sometimes it's easy to forget that all we need to do is kneel and pray and he listens. Thanks for the reminder. I'll try to remember this the next time I am feeling this way. :)